I Kept Back Nothing That Was Helpful

And when they had come to him, he said to them: “You know, from the first day that I came to Asia, in what manner I always lived among you, serving the Lord with all humility, with many tears and trials which happened to me by the plotting of the Jews; how I kept back nothing that was helpful, but proclaimed it to you, and taught you publicly and from house to house, testifying to Jews, and also to Greeks, repentance toward God and faith toward our Lord Jesus Christ.
Acts 20:18-21

In our text today, the apostle Paul is describing to the Ephesian elders the type of ministry he had as he served their souls for three years. His ministry in Ephesus seemed typical of his pattern everywhere else–he started preaching in the synagogue, and after being rejected by the majority of the Jews, he separated from them and taught elsewhere.  As usual, the preaching of the gospel eventually brought intense persecution that threatened his life. It may be easy for us to gloss over such events. Surely Paul was used to resistance by now, but v. 19 in the above passage really hit home with me. We’re not reading about some cold, mechanical process. This brother gave his heart and soul to the ministry, “serving the Lord with all humility, with many tears and trials”. He adds in v. 31, “I did not cease to warn everyone night and day with tears.” His heart was tender towards these souls, and it grieved him deeply that any would reject eternal salvation in Jesus Christ!

This recap of Paul’s manner of life was not given in order to toot his own horn; rather, he was reminding the Ephesian elders of how they ought to minister to the church. In addition to serving them with humility and tears, the apostle notes that he “kept back nothing that was helpful, but proclaimed it to you”. (v. 20) What a difference such a mindset would make in our speech from day-to-day if we measured our words against this goal! Such was the apostle’s resolve. If it was beneficial, he gave it to them; if it would hinder, he kept it back. In a word, he gave the church only that which would edify their souls.

In Rom 14, we find that Christians are often at different levels of maturity. Because of these various stages in our spiritual growth, we are prone to different temptations, and thus we must be careful that any liberty we have in Christ not cause another brother or sister to stumble because of their weaker conscience. Continuing with this thought, the apostle begins Rom 15 by stating: “We then who are strong ought to bear with the scruples [of conscience] of the weak, and not to please ourselves.” If we will be Christ-centered, then we will in turn be others-centered rather than self-centered. So, “Let each of us please his neighbor for his good, leading to edification.” Just Paul practiced in Ephesus, we should seek to build others up in the faith rather than say and do that which would tear them down. Why? Because ultimately, that pattern reflects the Lord Jesus! “For even Christ did not please Himself; but as it is written, “The reproaches of those who reproached You fell on Me.” (v. 1-3)

It should be obvious to us that words of cruelty and unkindness are not edifying, but even good, religious things can be detrimental when used improperly. Such was the case in the church at Corinth. During a time when the Spirit was manifesting Himself in miraculous ways, they had hearts more focused on spiritual gifts than the Giver of those gifts, and so the use of those gifts were hindering rather than helping. In 1Co 14:1, Paul instructed them to, “Pursue love, and desire spiritual gifts, but especially that you may prophesy.” Why the emphasis on prophesying? Well, to prophesy was simply to speak as inspired by God with clarity for all to understand. The benefit of this gift in contrast to others is seen clearly in v. 4: “He who speaks in a tongue edifies himself, but he who prophesies edifies the church.” The reason that the gift of prophecy should have been first on the Corinthians list is because the entire church benefited from it! Our activity within the assembly should always be judged by this purpose. “Even so you, since you are zealous for spiritual gifts, let it be for the edification of the church that you seek to excel.”(v. 12)

With that goal in mind, the apostle asked a valid question in v. 26, “How is it then, brethren? Whenever you come together, each of you has a psalm, has a teaching, has a tongue, has a revelation, has an interpretation.” If my goal is to build up myself alone, then it makes perfect sense that I should always want to be the one speaking, singing, and teaching. But does that attitude reflect the humility with which Paul served the Ephesians? Of course not! Nor does it reflect the servant’s heart that our Lord possessed. If the point is the good of others, then we won’t care who speaks, as long as God is glorified and His people are built up in faith. Thus, Paul reiterates one more time at the end of this verse, “Let all things be done for edification.” So next time, before we speak or act, let us examine our intentions to be sure we are motivated by a desire to eternally benefit all affected by what we do and say. The most glorious attribute of God is reflected in our lives when we live with this singular purpose because “love edifies”. (1Co 8:1)

Jamie

Taken Up Dead

And in a window sat a certain young man named Eutychus, who was sinking into a deep sleep. He was overcome by sleep; and as Paul continued speaking, he fell down from the third story and was taken up dead.
Acts 20:9

Paul arrived in Troas in Act 20:6 with the intention of staying only a week. Obviously the saints there had a strong desire for the word of God preached by the apostle because as they gathered on the first day of the week, Paul was still preaching at midnight! (v. 7) This text is a clear indication of how the hunger a congregation has for the truth will have a positive affect upon the one God has called to preach the word among them. God promises in Mat 5:6 that those who hunger and thirst after righteousness will be filled! It was no doubt a blessed time of communion and worship as the saints gathered in this city, but in the midst of that sweet fellowship, tragedy occurred in v. 9 as a young man suddenly fell to his death. Why would God interrupt such a time of praise with disaster?

Before we continue with this account, let’s contrast this text with 2Sa 6 where David was planning to bring the ark from Baale Judah to Jerusalem. The ark had ended up there after being taken by the Philistines during the reign of Saul. This time was to be a joyous one, a time of worship and praise as the ark was brought to the capital city of Israel. The move was accompanied by much fanfare. V. 5 says, “And David and all the house of Israel played before the LORD on all manner of instruments made of fir wood, even on harps, and on psalteries, and on timbrels, and on cornets, and on cymbals. What a celebration it must have been until v. 7 when God killed Uzzah! The commandment of the Lord was that the ark of the covenant was to be carried by the Kohathites on wooden poles every time it was moved. David, however, had decided to carry the ark on an ox cart, an idea that we first see being practiced by the heathen Philistines! (2Sa 6:3 cmp 1Sa 6:7) Also, when the Kohathites carried the ark, they were not permitted to touch the ark itself under penalty of death! (Exo 25:12-14, Num 4:15, Num 7:9) But, when the oxen pulling David’s cart stumbled, Uzzah reached out to steady the ark and bore the punishment of his sin. Again, a time of celebration and worship was stopped cold in its tracks. The result was that David was afraid and wondered if the ark would ever come to Jerusalem. (2Sa 6:9) Because of disobedience to the Lord’s command, this day ended in despair and defeat instead of rejoicing and worship.

We fast forward now back to our text in Act 20. Similar to 2Sa 6, worship had been interrupted by sudden death, but that’s where the similarities ended. Instead of our account ending in defeat, it concluded with victory! In v. 10, the young man that fell to his death was resurrected, and without missing a beat, Paul and those gathered there enjoyed communion and more of the teaching of the word of God until daybreak. (v. 11) The conclusion of the whole matter was that the people “were not a little comforted,” i.e. they were comforted a whole lot! We asked at the beginning, “Why would God interrupt such a time of praise with disaster?” Now we see why? Because God was going to elevate their praise and worship by miraculous healing this young man! So, why did this tragedy result in comfort when Uzzah’s death resulted in fear and despair? The answer is simple. One group was worshipping God in order while the other was out of order. One gathering was walking in obedience and the other in disobedience.

The apostle Paul wrote a lengthy letter reprimanding the Corinthian church because it was in a mess. The instruction he gave them in 1Co 14:40 summed up the problem: “Let all things be done decently and in order.” We cannot expect God to bless our worship when we worship Him contrary to His instruction! David had patterned his transportation for the ark after the ungodly example of an idolatrous nation. Sadly, much of the practices that go on week after week in houses of worship today originate from the example of the ungodly rather than the instruction of the word of God. I read an article many years ago entitled “Feeding Sheep or Amusing Goats”. I’ve never forgotten it. Given today’s culture, I thought it a timely word, even though it was written in the 1800s! (I found the article online here if you’d like to read it: http://www.biblebb.com/files/spurgeon/amusement.htm) The point is that there is nothing new under the sun. Satan is using the same traps today that he did in years gone by. He would have us remove Christ as the object of our worship and instead put the emphasis upon man. I pray we would return to biblically-based worship which honors the Lord and focuses upon His word. When we diligently seek Him and walk in obedience as they did in Troas, worship will be so strong that even death can’t interrupt it! The Lord is ready to bless us when our hearts are fully fixed on Him: “For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him.” (2Ch 16:9)

Jamie