I tell the truth in Christ, I am not lying, my conscience also bearing me witness in the Holy Spirit, that I have great sorrow and continual grief in my heart.
Rom 9:1-2
After a statement like that, surely our interest is peaked. What would cause “great sorrow and continual grief” in the heart of the apostle Paul? His next statement brings me under heavy conviction. “For I could wish that I myself were accursed from Christ for my brethren, my countrymen according to the flesh…” (Rom 9:3) It is the awareness of the lost state of his kinsmen, the Israelites, that has Paul so grieved. He is so burdened for their salvation that if he could suffer hell in their stead that they might be saved, he would do so. That desire is what the word “accursed” in v. 3 signifies!
Do you understand now why his statement is so convicting? Do we feel a burden anywhere near that strength for the lost around us? They are in our households. They sit in cubicles next to us. We pass them on the street and in the grocery store. We interact with certain ones nearly everyday! Paul’s burden for the lost was heavy (“great”) AND constant (“continual”)! Even with all the ground he covers in Romans 9 (and he covers quite a lot), at the beginning of chapter 10 we see this thought is still weighing on his mind as he sighs, “Brethren, my heart’s desire and prayer to God for Israel is that they may be saved.”
So, is that our hearts desire? Jesus said, “where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.” (Mt 6:21) Do we treasure the eternal souls that are all around us? Are they of great value to us? Am I most concerned that my kids get a good education and excel in sports, or do I weep for their precious souls and nurture them spiritually with my words and example? Am I more interested in what my boss thinks about my job performance or whether or not her soul is safe in the arms of Christ? What do we think about as we converse with others? I’m praying that everytime I interact with someone, God will give me a great awareness that I am dealing with an eternal soul! Too often the things we’re focused on are petty in light of eternity. God help us today to get beyond the outward appearance and be more interested in the heart, even as you are! (1 Sam 16:7)
Jamie